"First off, I am one of 13 children. I am also a professional singer. I have three CD’s and 9 cassettes that I have produced for the Mormon (LDS) music market. I am kind of famous in my market and have won what you might call ’grammy’ awards. My albums sell all over the world.
"I was raised by Vandenberg Air Force Base in Santa Maria (Santa Barbara County), California. My sisters Dawn and Priscilla have worse stories than mine, but let’s just say we’ve all experienced some crazy times. My mother was a religious fanatic. She was third generation incest. My father was secretive and also religiously ’affected’ even though he did not practice what he preached. His mother molested him. We were the ’perfect’ large Mormon family. My dad was a music teacher. My Mom produced babies almost every year that I remember growing up. I was the second mom by the time I was six years old and learned how to cook and do laundry. My Dad was apparently into child pornography and ’sold’ us to the government.
"When my sister Eve was reportedly gang raped when she was 11, she started running away and was put into a Catholic convent in Los Angeles--(this is really, really strange considering how Catholics and Mormons get along). I am sure she was MKULTRA’d there. Her story is very interesting and is picked up in the military where there was a base she was on that served up a lot of drugs. She says that Crystal Gayle and a well dressed man asked her to mule drugs for her ’country’. He spilled a file on my whole family in front of her on the floor. She picked it up and saw every one of us in it! She says we were all sold to the government according to him. She also says that everyone on that base almost is now famous! It was like an entertainment base...training ground for the MK stars. She names a lot of them. She is a multiple personality and a recovering alcoholic and drug abuser. It took me many years to get this all out of her. Now her life makes sense to me.
"Louisa, my other sister had hysterical black out/non breathing spells since the day she was born. I know now that she was a victim of sexual molestation from my dad (her primary caretaker at the time). She remembers it until she was 4 or five. Memories keep coming up for her. She was also molested at age 16, when my dad ’flipped out’ and had full penetration sex with her. He ran away to Hawaii and wrote me on an old garbage bag that he didn’t remember what he did and that he was sorry. I was a very religious girl at the time and thought the world had come to an end and was just ’waking up’ to the possibility of these horrible things happening to people.
"Did I tell you that Louisa (one of my sisters that worked for the Pentagon), just told me about another memory about Vandenberg AFB where she remembers being hooked up to this helmet with wires. She got sick when the memory was coming up. She’s had so many of them, she knows what to expect now and gets through it all better than she used to.
"My family is a nightmare. Anyway, Louisa ended up working for a man that was third from the top at the Pentagon. She worked as his assistant and decoded top secret government files (all in Disney and Alice in Wonderland, etc. language), and made reservations for his regular trips to Santa Rosa where he would meet his buddies at the ’good ole’ boys’ fart club there. You’ve probably heard of Bohemian Grove. She was ’losing’ time on occasion and was eventually raped by this man. When she tried to go through even the proceedings to indict him, she was unsuccessful and bullied. She quit the armed services and has had a family of six children. She is just now waking up to what has happened to her and the memories are surfacing. I am worried for what they may have programmed into her when she wakes up!
"Anyway, to my story. As if my family of origin wasn’t bad enough. My husband’s family is involved, too! My husband’s dad was in the Army (a colonel) and Navy and is now retired. He would take the kids to Disneyland every year for ten years while he learned some ridiculous language school for the army (a language he cannot even speak hardly a word of to this day when asked, so I think this was a cover for what he was really doing). He was a member of the Mormon Tabernacle Choir and became a Mormon Bishop. Sounds great , huh? The only problem is, I found out he molested a niece in the family and had never ’repented’ before accepting the ’calling from the Lord’ as BISHOP! Red flags started going up all over for me. His family is even worse than mine!
"I could go on. It’s too long.
"Anyway, that’s a start. These are painful memories and I want to see that those bastards that are playing around with people’s emotions get what they karmically deserve AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! I want to however stay out of fear and not give into hate. But let me know how I can help you GET THESE GUYS! THERE’S ONLY A FEW OF THEM AND A WHOLE LOT OF US!!
"I hope that’s enough of an advantage.
"There was a report done by the "Strengthening the Saints Committee" where they asked a sort of high ranking church official to do a study and report. He interviewed 60 victims of satanic ritual abuse. These Satanic Ritual Abuse victims pulled the lid off pandora’s box by all saying pretty much the same thing: "They took me to the church/temple to get baptized. They dunked me. I think they were trying to drown me.
"They asked if I loved Jesus. I said yes. They dunk me again. They ask if Jesus will save me. I say yes, they dunk me again. This goes on and on and Jesus doesn’t save me. Then Satan comes and saves me and he’s the one who really loves me and now I will do anything he says."
"They have all seen murder. Some have participated and remember it. They all have emerging memories in their 30s and 40s. That is when this stuff comes out. Anyway, a lot of them are under psychiatric care and many were referred by the psychiatric world where split personalities are becoming so common because of these rituals. They are so horrific that the victim simply can’t endure unless they run away into another personality that’s stronger or whatever. It’s the saddest thing in the world. These are sadistic soul murderers."
If you are a Mormon that has been victimized by MK-Ultra or SRA: email pdrockton@aol.com
